Saw this on Reddit and made a few changes to it....it really does fit me to as tee....
What you are calling a conservative is not what I was when I was a member of that party. The goalposts have moved so far it is a different thing altogether.
Back then we would have called Trump a fascist. (if we had stopped laughing at his stupidity for a moment) The republican party is by all measuring sticks now a far right race and faith based party mostly controlled by corporate interests. Yet insists on being called "conservative" while being anything but that.
Trump does not get to play the "other side", he pretty much just want to destroy anyone who does not agree with him. Including democracy and the rule of law if it gets in the way of his domination. None of that is the party of Reagan, in fact its the opposite, the GOP is dead and something new and frankly scary has taken its place. When you see the Trump Maga and confederate clad counter protesters beating and assaulting people you see something that Reagan and the old guard would denounce instantly, Trump however fills arenas with them and bask in their adoration....
takes a "real man" to assault a 16 yr old girl,