God has given all mankind freewill, each of us has the ability to think and make our own decisions. Some are good some are not, in the end however, God is still and always will be in control. It's man's own evil thinking, thinking that is absent of God or in a moment of disconnect from God, that is behind evil deeds. God doesn't control that particular deed, He did not want that deed to occur but man caused it and God will use that event in some way, shape or form, for any that believe, to His glory. While man makes stupid decisions, God is still in control That is where I get my peace from, that and knowing that my eternity is sealed with Him! And hell is very real and will be worse than any "hell" you or anyone else experience on this earth. As a Christian it breaks my heart to see those have chosen that path.I didn't say all roads lead to god. I mention the source or creator. Can you call that god? Absolutely.....but the Christian god is the god of the bible and there is no delineating from that in a religous context. I don't have a manual or guide it's just me and the divine and that's it. One big area where I skew from most "now" is that I do not believe in judgement anymore. There is no hell to me (I've been to hell 6 times) and I don't believe the creator interferes with our life on earth. I stopped believing in that when I see ungodly suffering amongst human beings. You will find that a LOT of Vets who have been in combat have a very tough time with this. Yes I know what the bible says about suffering but when you kill another human being (many times) even in war it changes you. Some of the changes good but some of them bad. It makes it difficult to trust that an all knowing god and all loving god is in control of all that is happening when I am the one doing evil deeds if that makes sense. So many Vets I know are transitioning to a more Theosopy POV and leaving dogma behind. To us it's just a different path to perhaps a different place that neither us is familiar with. I got very close on my trip but the awesomeness I experienced was just the tip of the iceberg